Living outside the lines

I guess people nowadays go on social networks when they want to express something to the world. I guess I may not be those type of person but I do admit that I tend to sometimes use it as a tool of expressing. I could see posts from other people or my friends stating what they are doing or how they are feeling at those times. Don't you ever wonder how are they like when they go outside the social network? Hmm, you know what? I was curious at first as we are now more open towards our inner self in social networks. 

For me, life has been great and the chance of sharing it with others is only through Facebook or even this blog. I am actually not that sentimental when you look at me at first sight, I'm not as positive as you presume, I can only speak out my thoughts here. Although I do share certain things or info. with people, I always keep half of the story left untold or unknown to them. That's how I am. I have quite a bad temper too but it's just that I'm not that good at expressing it in reality. I look happy at times...but sometimes I tried to hide the feelings away and I tried to avoid obstacles without even trying to face them. You can say that I'm quite the coward. 

I admit that I may be one of those persons that needs time to befriends with others as it is just a difficult task for me to do. I'm very shallow at times and just tried to be alone without the help of any other friends. But, I guess having friends on Facebook may also be one of the term of friendship issues. I do think that I have a good way of expressing things. Not only through this blog, but also through conversations. Reality check, I'm normal but I just needed time to express certain things to myself at times. It really takes time. 

So, simply put it, I'm honest with who I really am, and I never fake myself of being someone I'm not. That is why I think that you need to put your personality on priority as it influences other people's mind to have all sorts of perception towards you. What you see of me, it is original and none of 'Nicole's' out there that could look exactly the same as me. So, live the outside world just the same as usual without the 'being all stuck up in barbie doll land' part. Just be yourself, be original and all rights are to be reserved.

-BE YOURSELF & BE TRUE TO YOUR HEART-